Soooo as I'm walking yet another check out to my agent (I know he works hard
for his dead presidents, but sometimes it just hurts to let that money go!) I
noticed a girl in my complex sunbathing and I thought to myself in an instant
"SHE'S AN ACTRESS". Not because she was beautiful, or looked famous, but
who the HELL else would be sunbathing at 11:15am ON A TUESDAY! I then
started thinking about the different types of actors/actresses and what they
go THRU to make it in this business. Some struggle everyday doing 500
different jobs, hoping it will get them to this place where someone will notice
them and get them a "gig" (it happens...takes a helluva long time but, it
happens) I really give it up for these people. I feel guilty sometimes laying
around like bib lettuce doing nothing when I know they are out there hustling
and trying to make it happen (I guess that's what started my craze to start
this website...the need to "do more" business wise for myself instead of
wasting the time complaining I don't sell myself enough!.) I don't know I find
myself rattling off a lot these days...maybe I'll just join the sunbather she
doesn't seem to be worried about anything (except maybe gettin' burned) --
Carla
